Help my Unbelief

Ugh. I hate the me within me –
the me that is so consumed with me
the me that desires for the easy way out
the me that so quickly strays
and forgets the great mercies God has been so faithful to bestow
new every morning – new every minute.

Oh Lord, I know your grace is sufficient.
I just struggle sometimes to feel it is sufficient.
Help my unbelief.

There's so much peace in pondering God's great love
a love that, though faith, unites me to Him
so I am seen as white as snow
not as the me that is so consumed with me
rather, forgiven and loved.

Praise God for that truth!
Praise God that there is nothing that can separate me from this great love of God!
 
And because God loves me perfectly
His grace is sufficient
to do the right thing
to love the way I should
to endure suffering and hardship
to give of myself when I feel depleted
And, dang, have I been feeling depleted...
Help my unbelief.

Lord, help me not to sway from this truth
when things are sad
when things seem to be unraveling
when my sense of justice has been shaken
when things are changing I can't control.

Your unwavering love, Oh God, sustains me in all.
Lord... help my unbelief.